Earlier today I weighed myself after not having done it for over 10 days. I was bracing myself for the worse and thinking I had gained like five pounds. But in reality I actually gained less than half a pound. I know my weight fluctuates a ton now and it’s always so difficult
I’ve been looking at this quote for so long and it’s really eating at me….
“Gaining weight won’t kill you, the fear of gaining weight however will.”
My weight has take. Over my thoughts so much and I just don’t know how to stop it…I never thought I would go down this path and it has me in tears because I hate it so much.
I feel so lonely at night….and that’s when my thoughts destroy me